Still Here Without You

Still Here Without You

I wake to silence
Your side's still cold
This bed remembers
What I can't hold
Your name a whisper
Stuck in my throat 
A lullaby
That never wrote

And I pretend the world's the same
But every breath still speaks your name

I'm still here without you
Talking to the air
Reaching for the memory
That vanished into glare
Every song
Every sky 
Feels like a lie
I'm still here without you
And I don't know why

Your jacket's hanging
Where you left it last
I keep it there
Like I keep the past
The echo hits me
When the light gets low
You're everywhere
And nowhere I go

They say in time the ache will fade
But I'm still bleeding through the shade

I'm still here without you
Calling through the dark
Tracing every shadow
Back to where we sparked
Every laugh
Every fight 
Still burns too bright
I'm still here without you
Trying to survive

Would you know me now?
Would you see me break?
Would you hold me close
Or walk away?

'Cause I still wait
In this place

I'm still here without you
Breathing through the pain
Every heartbeat thunders
Like a broken train
All the words
Left unsaid
Ring in my head
I'm still here without you
But you're still in every thread

Still here
Still yours
Still gone